Friday, March 15, 2013

Numbers

I saw a friend at Michael's craft store the other day (that place is freaking dangerous for me). She has been reading the blog and asked me how much weight I had lost so far. She isn't the first person to ask me that and the honest answer is that I have absolutely no idea because I haven't weighed myself since before I started being more serious about this.

Writing this post it occurs to me that I haven't really gotten in to what first prompted me to start going to TRX a few months ago. I have had some lower back pain for about eight years now. At first it was very sporadic and barely bothered me but it has gotten progressively worse, especially in the last year or so. I have been to the doctor about it, had an MRI done and they aren't sure what the issue is because I don't fit the normal symptoms for sciatica and nothing showed on the MRI. No bulging disc, no pinched nerve. Nothing. My doctor recommended trying to strengthen the muscles in my back. He gave me a few simple things to do on my own but I've never been very good at following trough on that kind of stuff. I typically need something to keep me held accountable so when Arthur (TRX instructor at work) heard me taking to one of my coworkers about what the doctor had said he recommended that I start attending the Tuesday night class and that started that.

Ok, back on track here. So my mission on Saturday was to try and find a reliable, accurate scale. Do you know how hard it is to find a reliable, accurate scale? This post is something I have been contemplating since I first decided to start this blog. I've been looking at scales since that point, because whether or not I decided to make this post I knew I needed an accurate scale. I decided to start with Bed, Bath, and Beyond because it was where I had gotten a previous scale (which disappeared in a move. No clue what happened to it...). Every single one, whether it cost $19.99 or $199.99, had multiple reviews saying that the scale would give a different weight each time you stepped on it, even if it was only five minutes later. Anywhere I looked and no matter what company had made the scale, I keep running into the same complaint. The digital scales just weren't reliable. I finally decided that I needed to stop looking online and actually go in to a store and see what they had in stock. Since I was in the area I went in to Bed, Bath, and Beyond even though I wasn't able to find something on their website.

It was a little overwhelming. They had at least twenty different scales at different price points. I was prepared to spend a more than I really wanted to spend on a scale. Reasoning stating that the more expensive scales would be more accurate. I saw what I thought would be great scales at all different pricing. I decided (with my trusty iPhone) to check out some reviews on other websites besides just Bed, Bath, and Beyond. I ended up finding a really nice scale. It measures your body fat %  (I know! The only truly accurate way to measure is with a pinch test, but did you know the second most accurate way is to send small electro-magnetic currents through your hands? And we just so happen to have a device that does this at work, so I can check the accuracy of the scale that way!), your BMI, you can set a goal weight and your activity level and it will tell you approximately how many weeks it will take you to reach your goal weight and of course, it tells you how much you weigh. So, though I spent a little more than I originally intended, I think I ended up with a good buy. And, it gives me a consistent weight daily, which is the best part.

Now the hard part...putting these numbers out there for everyone to see. I have debated on whether or not to do this post since before I started this blog. But I decided that if I am going to do this then I need to do it all the way. No hiding behind anything, even if these numbers are...shameful. And even though it may be un-lady like (I am in the South after all) here they are. I currently weigh 264.2 pounds. I have a BMI* of 41.4 and a body fat percentage of 45.1%. My measurements are hips 55 inches, waist 44 inches, and bust 51 inches. These numbers will change for the better come hell or high water. I am determined. I have to be, because I can't live like this the rest of my life. Actually, I probably could, I just don't want to anymore.


Tomorrow I have my before and after photo shoot. I still need to figure out what I want to wear!! Wish me luck!


Amy <3




*A quick note about BMI: This is not really an accurate way to assess your health. Two of our instructors/personal trainers at work have a BMI that says they are obese. These men are the fittest men I know. One of them is my TRX instructor. BMI does not take into account anything other than your height and your weight so if you have a higher muscle mass than is normal (which will make you weigh more) your BMI will be "bad." I use this number only because it is representative of me at this moment and because I do not plan to go past toning my muscles.




Wednesday, March 6, 2013

The Biggest Loser: Makeover Week

As I was watching The Biggest Loser on Tuesday night (say what you will about that show and I agree with much of it, but I still love it) and it was makeover week. This is the week that every woman who makes it on to that show pines for. It is their very reason for getting that far. It's freaking makeover week. I want on there simply for this week. Well, that and I seem to be a bit of a sadist and I want Jillian and Bob to kick my ass, but that is off topic.

I found this spunky before picture of
Danni here. For her makeover
photo click here.
I have especially connected with Danni this season. She is a few years younger than me and only about five pounds lighter than me at her starting weight (that will be another post that I am still working on). And she has a very similar body type. She didn't look as big as she was and according to others, neither do I. She has done amazingly. She was on Jillian's team, which was quickly decimated after one team member left, and there was a red line that first week that took out another one of her team members. Within the first five weeks she ended up being the only person left. She could have easily made excuses but she didn't and she kicked everyone else's ass. She rocked it. And when she realized she had made it to makeover week she was ecstatic. Dancing around ecstatic. I want that. I want that excitement.


So, I have made a decision. I am going to give that to myself. In my next post I am putting it all out there. Every horrible detail. I am going to set a goal weight. And then I am going to ask my photographer friend to do a photo shoot for me (I hate those grumpy, frumpy before pictures where the person just looks pissed off) and I am going to post my before pictures. When I reach my goal weight I am going to find the most fabulous outfit, get my hair done, get my makeup done (yup, for those of you who know me, I said makeup) and do another photo shoot so I can show off my fabulous new body.Wish me luck!

Amy <3